i think one should not run away from this.......world has given us infinite ways to be away from this............but i think....to be godly(near to God) is just to be like a kid..........when we are kids...there are many symptoms which indicate that we are new on this earth and have not undergone the exposure which takes us away from us or we can say, away from God...........eg.......when i was a kid, i used to feel my breath.......and a noice/voice always used to remain in my ears which used to irritate me........ i wanted to run away from that....and found a way to be away from it by not giving attention to it.....i put my attention in some other things, made myself busy more in outer things..like T.V., Videogames etc and it was very easy to be away from that...........since then i have been like that - unaware..................but u know what!! it was the voice/noice of my own circulatory system.......and ..the constant movements which i used to feel in my body were nothing but pulsatory movements.........and now........we have all been so externally driven that................i have to try hard to listen to them.........i have to make efforts........and still they are not always listen-able................i think each and every individual has got this bliss from God..........when we are kid.....we are more near to these Godly gifts ............when we are kids, we know that what is visible when our eye-lids are closed......yes something is visible........some circles of light..........like rings of light in darkness.......this is just due to momentous change from light to darkness .....and so on........there are many things to which we become unavailable when we grow old.........i want to be kid again............to be a kid is just to do everything meditatively.........we used to do that when we were kid......we even used to walk meditatively....step by step.....noticing ourselves.............free of all tensions..........free of all things ....just lived in present.......fully in present.........i just wanna b like that.......